but everythingmeans nothing.

Monday, June 30, 2003
aRghzz.... woke up earlier than my usual time.. siaNZ~ cOZ mEn came to mY hoUse.. to service aiR-cOn.. 9 plUs leH~ yA knoW how eArly? hHAha... anyWAy.. didn't really sleep well last niTe and yES bEnjamIn diD mEsSge mE.. hE sounDed uPset to mE. I askEd hiM thiS moRnIng wad happen.. and he said he is saD partlY becoZ of mE. hE saiD I've changed and he is kinda concERneD.. buT maybE he is too sensitIve.. or is he ritE? I dOn't knOW. sOmethinG did happen duRing the holidayS.. anD I am gLAd it is holidAys~ I didn't want to spell it ouT, and iT doesN't reaLLy bother me now.. hAhaha~ lAter mEetinG yazUka.. hE wiLL be going to mAlAyisa on the 4th and cominG back on the 6th.. scHooL gonna reopens soon.. so havE to mEet up moRe often.. hAi~
I wanT to hAve a nEw liFe whEn schOol starts.. dUnnOe how I can make it.. buT I'll tRY... hA~ tOmorrow I will have another driving lessOn.. iN the moRning! 8.35am!!! yEA.. gUess I will be half asleep- half awake whEn I driVe tomorroW.. dUnnOe whEn will be the nexT timE I see bEnjAmiN.. mAYbe onlY when schoOl reopens.. hahaha... dUnNOe if he has chAnged.. hope that he is fAtter! dUh!
oH yaH~ there's something about cELestE~ hAhaha.. something magicaL happen to her~ hoPe that aLL the timiNG is riTe thiS timE.. anD a nEw couPle miGht be boRn! hAHAHa!!!
fInally... mY schOol has this even-odD week schedule.. means every week will not be the same! onLY alternATe! cOoL~ hope that the change is drastiC!
if i ain't got you|11:46 AM|

Sunday, June 29, 2003
I Am kInDA tAnnEd nOw~ hEhe.. cOZ I wenT fiShinG yEsterdAy wiTh yazUka.. wenT to 2 plaCes somEmoRe~ kRanjI and cHangI. iN kRanjI.. mY luCk noT so gOod.. dun even havE anY fIsh.. buT iN changI.. hahaha.. I goT 4 fiShes and a cRAb~ dUn asK me where the crab came froM.. I reaLLy dUnNO.. yAzuKA fELL dowN.. gOt a sLight cut.. poOr thinG.. hOpes he get weLL soOn. tOday.. I haD anoTher DriVing leSson.. wELL.. got an assessment todaY.. hAve to pass it by 30 demerit points.. but luckily I only got 10 demerit pOints.. hope I can iMporve further.. hAhah.. mR teo said I am like an angel.. weLL jUZ bEcoz that I smile and laugh aloT.. weirD loGic ritE?
I met ShanNen, weI lOng and zHi qiaNg todaY.. wenT to piCk benjamiN froM the airport.. buT guEss wad? hIs fliGht delayed to 12+ am... argHZ.. Then aLL of uS wenT homE.. without waitIng hIm.. hahah..hoPe he dUn miNd.. hAI~ goTta gO.. cOZ my bRother nEeds to uSe the cOmpUter.. cyA!
if i ain't got you|11:09 PM|

Friday, June 27, 2003
hApPy biRthdaY to yOu.. hApPy biRthDay to yOu.. hApPy biRthday to cElestE! hApPy biRthdaY tO yOu! sO makE a wiSh bAbe!
oH dEar.. tHe "shoUt oUt" is closEd for maiNteNance.. hoPe theY will get it doNe sooN.. hEArd thaT it iS duE to the overwhelminG reSponsE. hAd a veRy bAd cRamps lasT niTe.. that's the reasOn whY I wokE up iN the midDle of thE niTe. I atE panadoL and soOn, I felt into a deEp sLeeP agaiN. wHen I wokE up, mY painS were gone.. weiRd.. it usually lasts about one full day, but this time is only a few hours? hMmm.. worth celebrating! bEnjImiN finAlly replied my E-maiL and he is coming back on this Sunday! sHanNen is tomorroW~ wEll... he tolD me that he has lotsa of thingS to teLL me.. buT I dunNoe wad.. hai~ hE doesn't seem to be happy ovER therE, I wonDer what's wrong...
yAn rOng surprisEd me bY caLLing me lasT niTe.. yEp.. she is supposed to come home today, buT she camE back lasT niTe! kinDA thriLLed to hear her voIce, but I was very tiRed.. hEy wad dO ya thinK? fiRst daY of mEnses??? oF coZ tiRed!
I wAs suppOsed to meEt yAzuKA todaY.. wanna go fiShinG.. hAi~ buT bEcoz oF my mEnses.. iT is getting irritating ya knoW~ I am having a heavy onE, anD noW I dUn feEl LikE going oUt or waTsoEver! fInalLy, mY bLog seTuP pagE haS imProved to a nicEr and neweR vErsiOn~ hEhehe!
aNd aLso! toDay is the 1 monTh aNnivErsaRy.. mY loVe for keanu rEeves!! aH.. rUbBish!
if i ain't got you|1:11 PM|

Thursday, June 26, 2003
oUcH~ mY lEgs are achinG... aftEr 10 dAys of reSting.. I am finally back to my driving lesSon.. wELL, it went alRighT and aftEr the 100 minutes of leSson, mY legS start to achE* aNywaY, mEt zHiqianG todaE. I weNt to PS and look at the guiTArs.. & founD onE I reaLLy like.. it is about 400+ buCks! I feel that it is far to expensive. hMmm.. then wE wenT to buGis.. I boughT another skIrT, peNciL boX and a poUch.. finDing a scHoOl bAg now.. shEesh~ buT everywhere is so expensive!
tHe dObY gaUt inTerchange.. wOh~ I aLmosT got lost man.. it is big and the signS seeM so wrong.. dUnnOe Y. I feelt hat they should improve on the signboards and the took alot of space.. wAstE lanD ah! dUh.. mR tEo askEd me if I have been eating alot these few dayS~ hMpH~ he is trying to say that my tummy is showing.. I know, I know.. gOtTA eaT leSS. wE aLSo talked alot of crappy stuff.. & I think U dun waNna hear it.. haHAha! I've got my menses todaY, eXactly 1 mTh.. and around the same time too.. woH.. thiS reaLLy call for a celebration! cOZ my mEnses is never that accurate! bUt goOd aLso.. Like that my tummy will be smaller! hEz!
if i ain't got you|9:55 PM|

Tuesday, June 24, 2003
yEoz.. cAme bAck froM shoPping iwith cELeSte todAe.. wEll before that.. wE wenT to eat fiSh and cO, thE gLasS hoUSe. kAte was tHere too, buT shE came so muCH later thaT I aLmoSt finShed my meaL.. cELEste & I took a hell of long time to eat our meal.. reason being beCOz.. fiSh & cO poRtiOn iS biG~ yEah.. I oRderEd saMbaL fiSh (a wHoLe fiSh!) anD cELEste oRdeRed sEAfOod pLattER.. dAmed.. iT was dEliCiouS~ wHen kAte cAme.. she ordered a dRink.. weLL the muG is aLsO so biG.. iT is like about twO or threE tImes biGger than the oRdinary mUg. kAte boUght a sMaLL tiramisU fOr cELeSte.. cOZ thiS fRiday is her biRthday.. with the other asShoLes noT arouND.. juZ boUght a vEry smAll oNe.. for one person onLy.. yEp.. tHe sErviCe therE is woNderfUl.. there is a waiter.. keep cRaping witH uS.. thEn.. wE werE lIke givEn fUnNy hats.. and cElestE was maDe to stanD oN her chAir.. tO sinG hapPy biRthdaY sonG.. sHe was hoLding a fire cRacker at the same time.. aLL provided by the restaurant... sO nexT timE anyoNe birthdaY... caN bring them there... hEhe.. U miZ soMe greAt tiMe girLS!!!
tHen cELeste & I wenT shoppinG.. kAte lefT for tuiTion.. I boUght a toP, pAnts, skiRt, coiN pouCh & a paiR of sAndaLs.. caN U belieVe it! mY tOp and coiN pouCh are rED!!! yA knOw I duN liKe reD.. buT hAi~ dUnNoe whY.. mY goOd buDdY here bought several rings and a pair of pants.. niCe panTs I shouLd say.. hA~ wE really spent aLot.. wenT home feeling darN tireD~ I tooK diNner at homE buT diDn't reaLLy eaT muCh cOZ of the fiSh I atE iN thE afteRnoOn.. still cannot digest.. hahahaha!!!
kRïStå nO $$$ LiaO ~~~
if i ain't got you|10:29 PM|

Monday, June 23, 2003
waTchEd tHe huLK tOdae.. well.. it was okiE.. aLmoSt sLept! tHe onLy fUnnY paRt is wHen tHe hULK jUMpS... hE can jUmp dAmn fAr.. so comical. I wENt tO bEAch rOAd and aTe dUck riCe.. iT sUX.. I dunNoe Y iT is stiLL hIghLy recommanded bY cHannel U.. riCe is noT uP to sTAndard~ bLahz.. mY bRoTher is dRunK is hIS camP now.. anD heard that he waS sprOuTinG nOnsenSe.. wondEr waD.. cOZ hiS camP matE toLd me a feW toUchiNg stuFF.. yEA~ I criEd.. I aM sUpPose to waiT for hiM cOZ he doesn't have anY keyS.
tOmoRrOw fiNAlly meeting uP with kAte.. vERy lOng nEver seE hER, doN't KoE hoW shE is.. yAn rOng and LinDY weNt fOr holiday todaY.. yAn rOng tO pEnanG and LinDy to aUstraliA.. sO can'T mEet ceLeSte, kAte and mE tomorroW.. aS fOr joVin.. shE gottA worK.. weLL.. stiLL haven't decide wAd inStruMent to learN.. I onLy kOe thaT I havE nO mOre inTereSt iN piAno..
if i ain't got you|10:32 PM|

Yeah.. jUZ changed my b|ogskIn... anD alSo adD a few fUnctioNS.. Hmm... sO manY pEoPle uPgrAde.. I mySElf have to uPgarde too ritE? HAhaha.. anYway.. bOut the chAtterbOx tHingiE.. I will see iF the respOnse is gOod.. iF not.. I guEss I juZ have tO deletE thiS fUnctioN.. nOt manY of my fRiends have b|ogs.. and alSo not mAnY people will read mY b|og I suppose.. buT anywaY.. I will juZ givE it A tRY!
if i ain't got you|11:24 AM|

Sunday, June 22, 2003
yEsterdaY wEnt to 37 dEgress.. wanted to buY sOmethinG frOm therE.. buT the saLespErssOns sUx.. yEAh.. seRvice daMn loUSy~ aT biShan oNe.. thEn I aLso wenT to the gEylAng tO eAt.. tHe oNe seLLing beaNcurD oNe loRhz.. tHeiR serviCes suX too! tOoK a dAmn lOng tiMe to tAke ouR oRders.. tHen yAn rOng wAS saYing.. she overheard oNe of tHe auntIes and saiD waD they not fRee etC.. dUnNoe wheTher theY were tokIng about uS.. buT wAd thE hELL! tHe plAce was noT even half filled! tHen there were so many workers shaking their legS~ tHey are suppose to servE uS! tHen the oLd auNtie who served us.. her attitUde damN pOOr.. liKe we oWe her somEthIng like thAt.. sO olD liao.. never think that there are so many people out there who are looking for joBs.. giVen her thiS kinda age.. she should be happy that she can still work there. tHen there's another faT ladY.. kEeP eatIng non stop.. never do anY worK.. I know it migHt be her dInner.. but then she took heLL a long timE to finSh her diNner.. wE fishish liAo.. she still eating.. wAd the hEll.. I wonder theiR bOsS pay thEm to dO wad.. nOw dunNoe whY keEp meetIng thiS kInda pEoPle.. kaoZ.. they duN wanT to dO wEll For theiR jOb.. then give me dO lahz.. sErvIce liNe iN s'Pore is atrocious! dUh..
weNt to eaT diM sUm toDAy.. cOZ gRandmA biRthdaY.. theN aFtEr thaT.. I wenT to buY unDerGarmenTS.. todaY lasT dAy oF oFfer lEhz.. sO muZ bUY bY toDAy lOrhz.. hAi~ sChool gONa reoPen liaO.. havE to buY soMe stuFf.. like school bAg aanD pEnCil bOx.. mY pencIl bOx too small.. haha.. have to buy a bigger one.. tOmOrrow mEeTinG yazUka.. yEa~ hMm.. mY siSter wenT to rEbond her haiR again~ lOoks bEtTa nOw.. hahaha.. cUte gAl~ aLriGHt, gOt tO gO now... bYe!
if i ain't got you|10:19 PM|

Saturday, June 21, 2003
aRghz... mY comPuter cannot work! bLahz.. anyway.. I am in Cat's house..hAhaha... didn't want to reveal who.. cOZ she wants to keep her identity discrete~ yEpz.. helpeD her to dO her new b|og. nOw she is sitting beside me.. haha... wAnna her to cook for me.. but I am very scared to be lonely.. wEnt out with bErnice yEsterdaY.. sHoPping and tok tok lorHz.. bOught a pair of shoeS and a dRess! hEhe.. yepz.. motHer payinG.. so it is okie~ tOday miGht be going out and buy somemore stuFf.. I REALLY NEED THEM!!! yEpz.. moTher treAted me and her to lunCh.. cRystal jAde lEh.. fRee lunch.. hAhaha! lEt mE tELL yOu waD I aM going to buY..
ThiNgS to buY:
1) bURmUdas
2) uNderGarmEnts
3) sAndals
4) sPoRt sHoes
5) mOre CLotheS
6) bAg (foR scHool)
7) penciL bOx
8) diScmAn/ MD (miGht bE)
tHere miGht be moRe.. but this is all I can think of.. anyWaY.. I am deciding to take on a neW skiLL.. mosT pRobablY gonna learn muSical inStrumentS.. eiTher continue with my piano.. guiTar.. or flUte? anyoNe got any idEas fro mE? wEll.. moSt of friends suggested piaNo, cOz I aLready haD the foundation.. buT the qUestioN is.. I have quit it like about 5 yEars ago? Will I still remember? eSpecially the theory parT.. aLso.. If I wanna learN pIanO.. my muM says havE to buY a new pianO.. whiCh is kindA wastefuL.. isN't it? aNd my inTerest is not so muCh abouT PianO.. cOz I alreaDy know wAd it is like. I did ask bErniCe aboUt it.. she said.. if ThosE muSical Instruments like piano, flute, violin, cello eTc.. have to leaRn iN deptH.. buT liKe guItar.. it mIGht be kinDa harD to pIck up.. bUt heard that it is noT so iN depTh and easier to adVance it.. yePz.. so.. still deciding loRhz.. I dun wanNa to studY.. study.. and onLy stuDY.. iT sUx ya kNow.. sO pLs gIve me uR ideAs k? hEhe..
if i ain't got you|12:46 PM|

Wednesday, June 18, 2003
I wAs hAviNg A pEacEfUl nAp jUz Now.. then mY hP rAng.. I diDn't want to pick up.. cOZ my bacK wAs faCinG mY hP.. sO I decidEd to wait for it to stop rinGinG.. buT iT wenT oN.. and oN.. anD oN.. I aM kinDa fEd uP and waNted to sCew the pErsoN. I ansWered iN an uNplEasant and kInda sLEepy tOne.. iT iS sOmeoNe frOm dunNoe waD tUiTion agEncy.. she askEd me to send a resuMe to this certain E-maiL adDresS and give my particuLars.. haha.. I toT I goT an aSsiGnment? bUt anYway.. yEah.. I did it.. tHis moRniNg.. I juz tot that maybe I will only start taking tuition if I got a vehicle.. then it is more convenient.. didn't gO ouT todAy.. sO stAyed aT hOme and havE somE rEst.. sAve $ alSo..
yEstErDay.. wenT out with ceLeSte and LinDy.. watched hOw to loSe a guY in 10 dAys.. well.. it is kinda sweet, nicE and fuNny I should say.. hAhaha.. theN after that.. we went to bugIs street and shoP around.. sEe sEe lOok LoOk.. lotSa of intEresting cLothes I would like to buy.. but sAve $ agAin.. tHen we wenT to eat diNner and go hoMe.. I reached hOme about 8 pLus.. which is hELL eArly.. tHen aT abouT 10.. mY mUm brought my siS and I to 7-eLeven.. sHe boUghT a drinK and soMe sweeTs and I bought tWo bOtTles of alcoholiC dRinks, tWiSties (mY aLL tIme fAvoUrite, bBq cUrRy) and some sweeTs too.. sUdDenly has this uRge to dRinK alcoHOl.. sO I drank the vOdKA rAsEbErRy first.. not bAd eh.. bUt sOmehoW I coulDn't taste the alcohOl.. nVm..
tOdae.. I miGht drink another bottle.. hAs thiS wisH yA see.. I wanna try as mAny typEs of alcoholic dRinKs aS lOng as I lIve.. no matteR it is liGht or hEavy.. Preferbly more than 5% AlcOhOl lEvel.. cOz I am allergic tO alcohol.. dOctoR says either I don't drinK at aLL., or dRinK aloT.. so I guess..yA knOw whiCH patH I am gOnna tAke riTe? I oNly realised thiS allergY lAsT yEar.. Wheever I haD LighT alcohOl.. my lEg hUrts... rEally hUrts.. caN't get to sleeP at aLL! yEpz.. so got any nicE drinK.. remember to reccomend k? yEah!
if i ain't got you|3:20 PM|

Monday, June 16, 2003
eEeYWee.. there's a baby lizard in my bathroom! aRgHzzz... I was like so scared~ haHa.. I hate inSeCts.. bLahz~ anyWay.. I met cHeng kWee todaY.. hmM.. hiS hair look differenT. aNyWay.. goiNg to aRmy sooN.. so going to bE boTak! wELL.. will miZ hiM thOuGh~ yEpz.. wE juZ waLked arounD oRcharD anD We hapPen to saw zHiQiAng and hiS girlfRienD.. hOlDinG haNds and wearIng th same sHirt.. sLuRpiNg aPe.. hAi~ zhiQiang.. alwaYs the romAntiC onE.. hahaha.. thEn I met up with one of my net friend, ALan. wE went for dinNer and pLayed pOol.. yEp.. aH.. I sUcK aT iT anYwae..
aLaN will be working at a puB in moHamAd sUltAn I guEss.. and I told hiM that... if he can treat me freE drinkS I will go and patroniZe.. then he saY okIe.. but waiT till when he goT hiS pAy.. hAhaha... kinDa cHeaPo eh? bUt muZ buDget! I am like so darn tired now.. luCkilY.. tomorrow no need to meet those arSehoLes sO early.. hahaha.. alrIte.. aNyWae.. mR tEo huRt hiS bacK.. can see that he is in a baD cOndition.. olD inGury.. hOpe he will gEt bEtta~ aNd bEnjI too... plS gEt weLL sOoN~ aLrIte goTtA gO.. cYa~
if i ain't got you|11:21 PM|

Sunday, June 15, 2003
*hApPy fAthEr's dAy! yeP~ sO where did you all go out with ur dAd today? hMm.. suppose to dine out today.. but then everywhere is so crowded, and my family juz dropped the idea~ stayed at home to eat.. eAt kFc.. hahaha~ hmM.. I did not do anyting much today.. mY nEigHbOur came to my house and scan somE stUff then I watch abit of bRucE aLmiGhty.. dUh.. watched halfway coZ vEry SleePy, tHen went to take a nap.. ALSo.. I tok to my parenTs about my trip to jApan.. told yA ritE? wELL.. my mothEr agreed to let me go.. UNLESS we are going by tour package.. anD becOZ of mE.. my friends decided to go on a touR packAge... thiS tueS.. the trip to juRong wAter woRks is cancelled.. alittle disappointed though.. iN the enD..we plan to go to tour aGenciEs and reSearch~ hoPe we can find a favourable package we want! waY to gO!
tOmoRrow meeting cHeng kweE after my driving lessOn.. well hiS biRthDaY was on 14 jUne.. buT then.. no time to celebrate for him before that.. so mAke it tomorroW then.. anyway, he is going to arMy.. to bettA meet him beforE hE gOes iN~
nOw I jUZ hOpe that my pArents woN't last minute change their minds.. that will be undesirable.. bUt aS wAd Ce|eSte says.. even though I cannot go.. "Life sTill hAs tO gO oN"!
if i ain't got you|9:24 PM|

juZ came back from my driving lesson... vErY tirEd.. cOZ I had an early class.. which is 10.30 am? hAd to force myself to get up... hAd a terrible dreaM last niTe.. hAiyoh.. dUn wanna tok about it.. I guess it is beCoZ of the continuous drivIng lesSons~ dIdn't sleep well for the past few days.. dunNoe why.. not becoZ of the dream.. is more of like I sleep then wake.. sleep then wake~ thAt's Y I was so tired in the morning.
lAst nite..in iCq.. I finally haD guTs to tok tO tHis guY named keLviN. wEll.. we had some terrible misunderstandings in the past and I think it is time to settle it once and for all.. mAybe we were still muDdle head or rather childish on how we settled the things between us in the pasT. gLad he could still remember me and we are still on tokinG terMs.. hope that our friendShip wiLl be stable. mAyBe we could come out and havE some kOpi? wEll.. mentioned it to him.. and he said okIe..
mY siSter has hEr blog up.. her name is chEryl... so if you are free...can go and read her blog.. normally it is nice to see little children to write their diaries.. cAuse they are almoSt puRe and inNocent and the content in their diaries normally sound hapPy.. yEpz.. hAi~ juZ now.. a giRl named cIndy messaGed me.. I dUnnoe who the heck she is.. but aLl I know she is from my sEcOndAry sChool. I dUnNo how she goT my nuMber too.. I guess noramlly the people I forgot are the peoplE I duN wish to remEmber.. and true enough.. she asked me for a loan~ I rejected her oF coz!
mY father was toking to me todAy.. he asked me to gO and fUrther my studies iN chiNa uNiversity.. kInda hard to get in... buT I juZ dun really want to touch chInese again.. although it might be bilingual by then.. but still I am re-considering... hAi~
aSked my parenTs about my triP to jApan.. and they said it is safer to go tour.. so.. if my fRiends and I go for tour packAge as planned... almost 90% I can go... then guEss wad.. my fAmily mighT be planning to gO to LA and LV at the end of this year.. hOpe it is true then.. bUT then my hoPes are dashed when mY muM say she will purposely go oN the datE when I will be iN japAn (iF I am goinG) aRghz... purposely one.. but dUn think they will go on holiday in dEc.. or will tHey?
if i ain't got you|1:01 PM|

Wind's Nocturne
Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shootin star
But
What if that star is not to come
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light i've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
Theres a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me
Am I to be satisfied without knowing
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need,
Is my star to come...
dEdicAted tO thoSe ouT tHere.. who are finDing hopE~
if i ain't got you|12:41 AM|

Saturday, June 14, 2003
gOoD moRnIng... oR should be goOd aftErnoOn? tRied so hard to get up juZ now... baThe already... and I received a call from dOreEn. THE MEETING IS CANCELLED! iF no oNe inforM me for another 15 miNutes.. i guEss I will be out oF dA houSe. sUpposinGly goIng out witH yaN rOng to eaT porriage todAy.. but bEcoZ of the meeting.. it is cancelled~ aRghz.. noW waiting for yAn rOng to reply me.. guess she is still sleeping~
LasT niTe.. I dreamt alot of things.. I know it is alot buT I can only remember oNe~ mY bRoTher, mY siS and I were like running.. runninG... runniNg away from somebody.. buT dUnNoe who. hEard that this kinda dream means that I am trying to run away froM somethIng in reality. I hAven't really figure out waD is iT.. but there are some possibilities. dUnNoe lAhz.. wait till I got the hints.. and see whetehr the dream will still go on.. tHis kind of situation only valid if the dream happens alot of timeS.
tOt of yAzUka's matTer today.. anD thinking back the times when we quarrelled..... hAi~ saD to say.. sometimEs it is really my fault.. and I've hurt him without me realising it. hOw caN I only realise it todAy? I am juZ being a "miSsY".. throwing my teMper arounD. aRgh.. gReat... I am being emotional now which I am not suppose to do! I juZ wish that my blog is always bubbly foR yA~
kRïStå siAnz~
if i ain't got you|12:20 PM|

aRghZ... bLank entry again!!! dUnNoe Y! iT suckS alright.. well.. I will juz have to reytpe everything again... luCkily is a short onE~
watChed Finding nEmo today~ iT is a nice and funny show alrigHt.. you should catch it! yEpz.. todAe had a long chat with yaZuka before I got home.. diDn't want to say the contents.. I can really feel that he is afraiD to loSe me. I gueSs I have to be more understanding though & stop blaming hiM... I got to know some things from him and it iS saD of cOz.. still.. it is a secret~
I really wish that I can be there for him always.. I wish that I am gOd.. so that I can help him.. I really wiSh~
if i ain't got you|12:24 AM|
